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| so, i wanna drop out of art, but i think i need the credit...im gonna check today
class gets out early today and neil's gonna pick me up so i don't have to deal with sitting here trying to look busy.
I think I'm gonna be taking my art final today, assuming our principal is gonna be in school....
The past few days have been made fantastic by neil
and it makes me feel really happy..
i duno, im afraid it's all gonna stop..i duno
i think it's the 14th today, so 10 more days til rhode island...then hopefully new york
yes
half an hour til class gets out
so yea, ian was like" i don't want to be friends with you anymore
what a fag
people are assholes...
i'll deal
i have drivers ed again today, yay
i <3 it
it's different and it's funtastic
mmmmmm, i want a starbucks card asap
karina is the hottest person in the world
WOOOO
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| Meow, yea, i want a starbucks card for christmas, to anyone who might be paying attention:)
yea
life has been alright
art class is pissing me off
im sory kat, i've been cutting u off when im online but im not just
blowing u off, i've seriously been rushing around...it's obnoxious and
im sory....
yes
i have an interview today after school and im effing cold as shit right now...but i look cute<3
i want to destroy my art teachers...they're annoying and need to get real jobs and back up off my ass, right now...i swear
they're like " ok jeny, do u want me to be honest?" it's like...have u
been lying up to this point? is this s joke? is theis the punchline
i've been waiting for since freshmen year? yea, good job, so fuck
yourself....
im listning to snow patrol right now
hell yea
neways
im off to kill more time
50 minutes befre i get to leave for alternative, fuck yea
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| i am having the best day ever
i got kicked out of my house for the day and im at the library with ian who is amazing amazing amazing and we are going to get picked up by elise and go snowman building but she's showering first...yes
ian is the best person ever and he makes me happy like no other and yay, he's here and he's looking at car pictures
im going to rhode island for christmas and then to new york tyo be pretty, ian thinks i should get long blonde hair and i agree, yesi <3 blonde YAY
i might be hanging out with pookie which would be excellent<3 yay
i am happy like no other omgomgomg<3 | | |
| soo, i brought my cd player to art class but of course forgot my cd's
in my car, damn...my battery died the other day, probably cuase of my
new sterio or just cause that's the story of my car's poor
life...whaever. i need a break, away from my house, i need to go
to new york. Im trying to convince my father to driver down here
and get me so we can chill during the break, he's figureing it out, i
hope it all comes together.
mother and i were fighting all day yesterdya and what it all ended up
with was me getting my nails done by one of her russian friends and i
have a facial in a few days, nice
my nails have stopped growning, cause i put fake ones on all the time,
kinda bites, but whatever, they don't look too bad now, the cuticles
are very pretty.
i do have pretty nails i suppose, i just want to bite them all the time whenever i feel like shit.....shit shit shit shit
trouble in paradise now, ian, i think, forgot my number and he's in
seattle, but it's ok, im sure he's gonna be sorry as always.
boyfriends are annoying, but hey, im not gonna care as much this time
around cause whatever
people are people
they're not your boyfriend, they're not your girlfriend, they're effing people
and people are shitty
so you deal with it
if you want to, and if it's not worth it, then that' when you book it
i am a fucking genious
fuck i need a job
i'm registered for segment 2 already, so i should have my license by late december.....
good shit good shit
but i need a job or else being able to drive really makes little sence,
unless im still going to be getting gas and shit from my mom, but i
doubt it
i owe her enough as it is, she wouldn't even pay for a dance class i wanted to take
ugh
getting older is a bitch, but im liking it, gradually
whatever
i have another fucking 30 minutes of this shit and then i get to drive
over to alternative, which is even worse than this class cause i have
to finish my fucking online health course....shitty
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| so, im thinking about taking dance classes, my weight's down so im really happy about that but there's still 3 lbs im wanting to get rid of... i've lost 17 lbs since the summer which is great great news. i might go to church tonight, but i really don't want to, i guess im just avioding cleaning my room, as usual. Ian's sister is odd, i duno how old she is, maybe 6 or 7, but she's the strangest little girl i've run into...wierd, neways. school's going alright. my computer is still broken, my aunt didn't even send me a card for my birtday, so yea...fuck that. i need a new job, but it's effing impossible with this short hair, whatever, i'll be driving by december, but that won't do me any good unless i have a damn job to pay for my effing gas....fuck, so i guess im kinda screwed in that depertment. i still owe mother $330 bucks, which i fucking hate, cause i never have any money, i just spent my last 2 bucks on a chocolate milkshake that i didn't really want. im pissed cause im not gonna be able to see my dad this year cause my mom is being a cunt, as always. whatever, it's 2 25, im tired, and im gonna get me soem videos and chill for a bit | | |
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